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Proverbs

9 18 2025 Wisdom.  I seek the wisdom of God.  What does Jehovah want me to learn from the last 48 years of life?  The answer is simple but did was not easily arrived at.  It is obvious that, regardless of my issues with believing in who and what Jesus is or isn't or was or wasn't, the things I learned about trusting in Him were essential to being established, stable, safe, trustworthy, beneficial to others, content, and filled with an abiding sense of purpose.  Also joyful.  I believe there is  joy in trusting in Jehovah and  living according to the Divine Will.  What is Divine Will?  Proverbs 2:1-  My son if you accept my words and store up my commands within you, 2  turning your ear to wisdom and applying your heart to  understanding- 3  indeed, if  you call out for insight and cry aloud for understanding, 4  and if you look for it as for hidden treasure, 5  then you will understand the fear of the Lo...

Thoughts on procreation

So much time and energy is wasted on unintentional and wonton procreation.  Billions of humans with no purpose procreating without intention and foresight as to why they are choosing to subject all of reality with another version of their undisciplined and purposeless selves.  It sounds cold but what would the alternative look like for the planet and society as a whole... What would it look like if humans procreated for a reason only?  What if there was a Department of Common Sense with a Bureau of Intentional Affairs that tracked what roles would need to be filled and then parents could apply to provide a child to the collective environment that would train for that position over the course of their life... a guaranteed role for this soul guaranteeing they have place in society for either a portion of or the entirety of their life.  Choice must always come into play or the system doesnt work.  This isnt what the person is enslaved to do in order to have a menia...

She

She is out there somewhere.  My other half.  My completion. The fantasy turned to reality.  She is real.  Her eyes.  Her smile.  Her touch.  She is real. My heart doesn't know her.  My heart just knows.  She is real. She doesn't deserve the tragedy that is me currently. She deserves what I am not and cannot be. She deserves better than me. I can't believe in me. So I don't deserve she...

Da Line

Tax resolution wasnt the solution Call himself CEO but he didn't know which way to go We were lost like Gilligan stuck in the middle of Lake Michigan No inflatable just constantly turning tables On their heads and then back at us again Was his strategy to lose cuz I'm trying to win Back back forth and forth no Aaliyah Pay check screaming i don't wanna be here Still in my prime did my time stuck to the grind Snail going uphill on an oily trail  Monkeys chained to a gorilla by the tail Thought he was King Kong with that white in his bong The writing was on the wall for too long Soon as I read it I ignored it and my sanity paid for it You can steal, kill,  and destroy all you want but I'm too smart to just tag along...

Faithful Anxiety

There are are lot of things you do that make me ponder  I see you firing the FBI, the CIA, AND AID and I didn't say much   But with this White House Faith Office I'm starting to wonder.  At current we are in a church state because a White House Faith Office is a clear demonstration of religious power and I have fought that Christianity robbed me of individuality. Some people are born with a silver spoon but for me it put a sword in the heart of destiny. Or so it seems... You talk about religious oppression as if it's foreign or historic but I was here under your nose... living a life of dull comforts and abject boredom. Involuntarily allegiant to the ideals of a group of men Men i will never know  Men I would never meet Men i wouldnt recognize if i saw them on the street Men youve never heard of had and still have complete complete control over my family.  The more you sacrifice to organized religion  The more you abandon free will willingly People die...

Show Up

When you show up knowing that you have done the work, you show up confident.  When you cheat or half ass your way through the process, you show up unprepared, unevolved.  Those that do the work of constantly evolving to reach the next level roll over the motionless, spineless, excuseful, the purposeless... With the advent of AI you better find a purpose.  Quickly.