Faithful Anxiety

There are are lot of things you do that make me ponder 

I see you firing the FBI, the CIA, AND AID and I didn't say much  

But with this White House Faith Office I'm starting to wonder. 

At current we are in a church state because a White House Faith Office is a clear demonstration of religious power and I have fought that

Christianity robbed me of individuality.

Some people are born with a silver spoon but for me it put a sword in the heart of destiny.

Or so it seems...

You talk about religious oppression as if it's foreign or historic but I was here under your nose... living a life of dull comforts and abject boredom.

Involuntarily allegiant to the ideals of a group of men

Men i will never know 

Men I would never meet

Men i wouldnt recognize if i saw them on the street

Men youve never heard of had and still have complete complete control over my family. 

The more you sacrifice to organized religion 

The more you abandon free will willingly

People die on their altar literally and figuratively

I won't go back

I made a promise to myself that I'd never set myself up again for that trap 

To be lost in their space 

Heart broken everytime I look in my mothers disappointed face

Like the dream she had as a little girl for her babies just died

Religion sidetracked and T boned her bloodline with ideological servitude 

Hanging on to the branches of sanity remaining

Forbidden to even think about complaining

As if getting dressed and going to the Kingom Hall 3 times a week, studying, and going door to door every Saturday wasnt already completely draining

Cant stand Catholics but at least Catholics believe in Family Planning

Why they believe college is not worth their children attending is still worth explaining 





 


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